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~Orec12

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That sad truth You ask me for nothing
You whisper you can wait
Your lips make my breath abate
Your heart beats so close to mine
And slowly I close my eyes

You want to earn my trust
Knowing all the pain I've been through
The walls I built weren't built for you
I can't change my past, I am forever changed
Your wish to protect and hold me, soothes

Those beautiful eyes read my soul
As you tell me your stories and secret dreams
I feel my resolve weaken and my heart sometimes sings
But I can't be without my armor, I can't let you in
When you touch me though, I wish it were true

I want to love you and I want to believe
But this heart has beenThat sad truth by *Ferelwing
So it's all about blame You hardly blame me
When you own it all yourself
You did all the things
That led to this
But still you hardly blame me?
You told me to trust you
You made me a vow
You broke your word
But it's my fault somehow?
You couldn't handle responsibility
You couldn't take the fear
But you stepped up to the plate
Then ran away, my dear
But somehow it's my fault?
I should take the blame?
You gave me more excuses
You covered up your crime
Yet you claimed we were both, out of our mind?
I never ran away, I fought and I tried
It was my head on the chopping block, and yet you lied
I did all the work and I gave all the effort
You claimed So it's all about blame by *Ferelwing
Curse you Forever will I curse your name
No matter how it seems insane
I'll curse you even after you fall
While I build up an impenetrable wall
I'll curse you with my dying breath
You abandoned me with what was left
And when you bleed those crocodile tears
I'll curse you for all those wasted years
I curse every little lie
I curse your lack of will to try
And when you die all alone
I curse you never to find your way home

Your betrayal you will never admit
So I curse you, with this final writ
And when these tears dry up over time
I'll never forget your crime
For when judgement comes to take it's toll
I curse you that you'll never be whCurse you by *Ferelwing
All the trust gone Is it wrong to wish you death?
Is it wrong to wish you pain?
Why is it when I stare
I see your face in the pouring rain

All I feel is the cruelty
And slowly I burn,
with smoldering hatred
Retribution, so I yearn

It comes and it goes
The more I try to forget
It surprises me with its strength
Sneaking up bit by bit

How dare you claim that you "hardly blame" me
When the blame rests solely on you
Why did you abandon me?
Nevermind, that's just what you do

There are no answers that will explain
The words you spoke, my rage to tame
You hated the outcome that it felt wrong
But with you, it's always the same song

You neAll the trust gone by *Ferelwing
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What Is This?... Playschool!

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You know what I'm really freakin' sick of?... Kids!... But not "children" kids. I'm talking kids in adult bodies!
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Basically it's those people refusing to grow up and take responsibility for themselves and they're actions. They act completely without conscience, doing whatever the hell they want and damn the consequences. They don't care who they hurt. They don't care who they mess around. Setting off time delayed bombs and running off to let some other poor sap walk straight onto it!
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At the moment I feel like I'm surrounded by them. They tell you one thing and then do the complete opposite. Your relying on them to do what they say they will and are forever let down again and again. But they act like it's somehow your own fault they failed to deliver. And the more you try to make them do the "adult" thing the more infantile they become. What right do they have to play with people like that?!

JUST GROW THE FU#K UP!!!!!!  :banned:
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Westley Nash
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United Kingdom
A LITTLE ABOUT ME:
I'm just an average guy in the world. I do what I can to get through life, as we all do. I write short stories, mainly within the Horror & Sci-Fi genre. As well as simple poetry, mostley based on my life's experiences, occasionally something a little different. I've never been "schooled" in literature, it was something I've taken up personally.

IMPORTANT POINTS CONCERNING MY STORIES:
My short stories are very dear to me, as they take a long time to do. Therefore, if anyone wants to use them, please could you contact me first on my E-Mail address, just so I know whats intended, thanks!

IMPORTANT POINTS CONCERNING MY POETRY:
As far as my poetry goes, I have no problem with people downloading them. But if you choose to post them anywhere, I would have to ask that my name be clearly shown and (if possible) could you please place a link to my DeviantArt profile page, thankyou.

INFO ABOUT MY MUSIC COMPOSITIONS:
I also dabble in music, not that I can store any of my tracks here. They're on my Myspace profile, you can find the link on my Devious Info below. It's nothing flash, just some instrumental tunes and stuff.

Alternatively click this link to visit my YouTube channel where I have put my music to videos: My YouTube Channel

NOTES:
The images I use on my parchments I've gathered from the Free Clip-Art sites around the internet. Most popular being Clker.com.

Current Residence: United Kingdom
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Favourite genre of music: New Age/ Chillout
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Goodmans
Favourite cartoon character: Roger The Alien "American Dad!"
Personal Quote: Expectations Are Relative
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*Ferelwing Jan 5, 2012
:iconbigheartplz: Thanks so very much for adding my work! :iconcuddle:

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Mood: Noble ~Orec12 Jan 7, 2012
You are most welcome my lady :)

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*Ferelwing May 23, 2011
:iconbigheartplz: Thanks so very much for adding my work to your fav's! :iconcuddleplz:

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Mood: Zest ~Orec12 Jun 1, 2011
Your always welcome! :)

Glad to have them in my collection.

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Let your pain rest on paper. Not in your heart...
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*Ferelwing May 3, 2011
:iconninjaglompplz: :iconpirateglompplz: :iconjediplz: Thanks so very much for adding my work to your fav's! :iconifeelfluffyplz:

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Mood: Noble ~Orec12 May 4, 2011
Your always welcome. You do great work & should be encouraged.

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*Ferelwing May 10, 2011
:blush: Well thank you! :iconifeelfluffyplz:

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Mood: Sociable ~Orec12 May 15, 2011
Anytime! :)

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*Detektiv-Pandapote Mar 22, 2011
Hey friend!

It has been a while since you posted something, or made a virtual sign of life! Busy with life? Hope everything is dandy ;)

~Panda

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Mood: Cheerful ~Orec12 Mar 24, 2011
Indeed! :)

Life has been moving very fast for the last 6 months now. Had trouble keeping up really. I still write where I can so I hope to have something new to post soon.

Thanks for asking, it's good of you ;)

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